BOO! surprise.. haa..

was feeling moody a couple of days back and suddenly miss the song, auld lang syne. nothing depressing happening la. =P i think i was pms-ing ba.

but despite that the time of the month is almost over, i'm still feeling rather restless. (erm, the feeling was like fifty times worse this time last week, at least it kinda tone down) feeling things are getting very monotonous. very colourless. very uneventful. very...

not that my life is boring until very...boring?

i mean dar loves me to the max - calls me every morning to wake me up for work, calls and chat with me during office hours, buys me lunch occasionally during his lunch break (bt timah plaza has absolutely nothing good to eat and i refuse to walk under the sun to the nearby bt timah market to eat), fetches me home everyday after work... i'm happy, really really really happy, that he does all this.

we did some stuffs interesting once in a while too like visiting the asian aerospace 2006, trying out new food places (balestier fish head steamboat - 5 stars!), going to malaysia on our own to walk walk...

sighs... but i don't know why sometimes a little part of mei still feel a little void and very restless. i decided to classify that as part of my pms-ing and i hate that feeling. i wish it can begone with a snap of my fingers.

i think deep down in me, i roughly know why - like g o b t m, like s a d h, like e s l, like n a, like w d m s i a b a d n a w y t a m etc (sorry its all in codes as its personal la and i'm not like dap using the steady pom pee pee blogging website, wordpress to protect my entries) but...but...but...excuses!

oh well, lets forget all abt it for now forever.

i'm feeling super hot now. thinking if i should take a bath to cool down. the weather is really unbearable of late.

work is hopeless. don't know what i'm doing. just do whatever comes. actually, another colleague is on long leave and i'm covering her duties so i should be extremely busy (was thinking i've to work till 10pm everyday at first) but i've managed to go home before 7pm or rather 6.30pm almost everyday.

i'm

super

efficient

lor!

nevertheless, i'm looking forward to her coming back next thurs (as in, next ya, not this coming one). i'm very burned-out already. looking forward to my off on 24th and a whole week's leave in april.

not going anywhere for the short break. intending to but decided to save money la. =) so going to buy vcds (chinese paladin! i so in love with this serial) to day watch night watch and r-e-l-a-x.

its coming to 11pm. *yawns* think i better go get that bath i was talking about and watch the ch 8 serial, 'xing yuan'.

have a smashing week ahead peeps~